" ഈസോരനോടല്ല, മനുഷ്യന് മനുഷ്യനോട് പറയാനുള്ള ഏറ്റവും അര്‍ത്ഥമുള്ള വാക്കാണ്‌ മാപ്പ് "

പറയാന്‍ മറന്ന പരിഭവങ്ങള്‍ , വിരഹാര്‍ദ്രമാം മിഴികളോർക്കേ സ്മരണകള്‍ തിരയായ്‌ പടരും ജലധിയായ് , പൊഴിയും നിലാവുപോല്‍ വിവശനായ്‌

“മൌനങ്ങള്‍ പാടുകയായിരുന്നു കോടി ജന്മങ്ങളായ് നമ്മള്‍ പരസ്പരം തേടുകയായിരുന്നു. വെണ്‍ചന്ദനത്തിന്‍ സുഗന്ധം നിറയുന്ന നിന്നന്തരംഗത്തിന്മടിയില്‍ എന്റെ മോഹങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് വിശ്രമിക്കാന്‍ ഒരേകാന്ത പഞ്ജരം കണ്ടു ഞാന്‍......................................................... ............................. മറന്നുവോ പൂമകളെ... എല്ലാം മറക്കുവാന്‍ നീ പഠിച്ചോ.... അകലേക്കൊഴുകുന്ന പുഴയാം നിന്നെ ഞാന്‍ മനസ്സില്‍ തടഞ്ഞു വെച്ചു - വെറുതെ (മറന്നുവോ) മാവില്‍ നാട്ടുമാവില്‍ നമ്മളൂഞ്ഞാല്‍ പാട്ടെറിഞ്ഞു പാടും പാട്ടിലേതോ കൂട്ടുകാരായ് നാമലഞ്ഞു... തൊടിയിലെ തുമ്പയില്‍ തുടിക്കുന്ന തുമ്പിയെ പിടിക്കുന്ന കൌതുകമായി ഞാന്‍ - അന്നും നിന്നെ കൊതിച്ചിരുന്നു (മറന്നുവോ) രാവില്‍ പൂനിലാവില്‍ പീലിനീര്‍ത്തും പുല്ലുപായില്‍ പൊന്നിന്‍ നൂലുപോലെ നീയുറങ്ങും നേരമന്നും മനസ്സിലെ താലത്തില്‍ ഒരു നുള്ളു കര്‍പ്പൂരം തിളയ്ക്കുന്ന തീക്കുരുന്നേ... നിന്നെ അന്നും ഇന്നും തൊട്ടേയില്ല ഞാന്‍ (മറന്നുവോ)

New Year 2009 to 2012

ഏറ്റവും മറക്കാന്‍ പറ്റാത്ത ന്യൂ ഈയ്ര്‍, 2009 ആണ് . അന്ന് യൂനിവര്സിടീ എഗ്സ്യാമ് നടക്കുകയാണ്‌, ന്യൂ ഈയ്ര്‍ സെലെബ്രേട് ചെയ്യാനായി എല്ലാവരും പെട്ടന്നു പടിക്കുന്നു , എല്ലാവരും പറയുന്നത്‌ പോലേ അടിച്ച്‌ പൊളിക്കാന്‍ എന്ണിക്കും കുറച്ചു താല്‍പര്യും ഉണ്ടായിരുന്നു. എന്നാലും ഞ്ഞാന്‍ മനസ് കൊണ്ട് വേണ്ടാ എന്നു വച്ചു. കൂട്ടുകാര്‍ എല്ലാവരും സ്ട്രോംഗ് ആയി പുഷ് ചെയ്‌തു , അപ്പോള്‍ രാത്രി എട്ടു മണി ആയിട്ടുണ്ടാകും, എന്‍ന്ടൈ രൂമ് മേട്സ്, ബെസ്റ്റ് ഫ്രെംഡ് എല്ലാവരും പുറത്ത് പോയി ഡ്രിങ്ക്സ് കഴിച്ചു , അവര്‍ ഒരു പത്തു 11മണി ആയപ്പോ തിരിച്ചെത്തി , എന്റൈ അടുത്ത ഫ്രെംഡ് ഒരു ചെറിയ ബീയര്‍ എനിക്ക് വാങ്ങി കൊണ്ടുവന്നു , ഐ രിജെക്ടെഡ് ദാറ്റ് ഓഫ്ര്‍!!! ഒര് ഫോണിനു വേണ്ടി ഞ്ഞാന്‍ വൈയിട്ട്‌ ചെയ്തു കൊണ്ടിരുന്നു .... എനിക്ക്‌ ഒരു ഫോണ്‍ കോള്‍ പോലും കിട്ടിയില്ല ..... ഞ്ഞാന്‍ വിഷമിച്ചു ... ഞ്ഞാന്‍ കുറച്ചു മിസ്കോള്‍സ്‌ ലാന്‍ഡ്‌ ലിനില്‍ അടിച്ചു നോക്കി .. ഒരു രക്ഷയും ഇല്ല. എനിയ്ക്‌ ഒത്തിരി സങ്കടം വന്നു................ ധുക്കിതനായ ഞാന്‍ അങ്ങന്നൈ ഇരിക്കുമ്പോഴാണ് ആ ബിയര്‍ ഞാന്‍ എടുത്തു കഴിച്ചത് ... പിന്നീടു 2010 , 2011 ,ന്യൂ ഇയര്‍ വന്നു , ഒരു തുള്ളി ഞാന്‍ കഴിച്ചിട്ടില്ല ...... 2012 ഉം നിനക്ക് വേണ്ടി സമര്‍പ്പിക്കുന്നു ...........................................................

entha parayuka...

Sagarangale padi unarthiya sama geethame...................,Poru neeyen lolamamee ekatharayil Onnila velkku onnila velkku............ pini nilavinte pichaka pookal chinniya shayya thalathil katharayam Chandra lekhayum oru shona rekha yayi mayumbol veendum thazhuki thazhuki unarthum sneha sandramam ethu karangal

Poothumbi engo maranju....

"Kanner poovinte kavil thalodi..eeenam muzhangum pazham paattil mungi Maruvaakku kelkkaan kaatthu nilkkathe..poothumbiyengo maranju.... kochu poothumbiyengo maranju..... "

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???????? !!!!!!!! .......

Snehikkayilla njan novumathmavine snehichitathoru thathwa shashthratheyum .." Othiri Snehichu poyi njan iyyallai.., en novumathavinnai ippo snehikkathathu aranu ? En preeyathamayo...?? ?? Maruthyoo ?? !!!! , ...................... ?? Enthinu veroru suryodhayum nee en adukkalillai !!! ennu chollumbol poliyunnathu entai kannu neranu theeratha snehamam... dhukkanthintai kannuneer , vedhanikkunnathu entai hridyamanu. nashtapedunnathu entai santhoshmanu....

...ഓര്‍മകളേ ഇതിലേ ഇതിലേ ..

Englim ennum orkkkunnu ninnai njan .. manasil chollunnu eppozhum..... "Enthinu veroru sooryodayamm nee en ponnushasandhyayallee enthinu veroru madhuvasanthammm innu nee en arukilillee"

Unanswered questions. .....

Hridhaya sarassile pranaya pushpame Iniyum nin kadha parayu ... Ardha nimeelitha mizhikaliloorum Ashru bindhuvo swapna bindhuvo... ezhuthan vaikiya chithra kadhayile ezhazhakulloru nayika nee ennanuraga thapovana seemayil innale vanna thapasswini nee......

hmmm....

Ellathinum karanum njan aanu enna sathyum marakkathai njan ninnai ennum ennum snehikunnu, entai hridayathintai thakkol ninnil elpichu kondu. ennu nintai swothum ...

njan...

The presence of Miracle Maker "The God" in LIFE

miracle in life … I WOULD LIKE TO REVEAL
this is the balance of my post so read it first( my outlook towards god and life) after that u step forward to this post
Friends I can’t say everything elegantly because it’s very hard to get right words.
and this is very personal things about me and don't consider this as a Lampoon,

Friends I can’t say everything elegantly because it’s very hard to get right words because ! Sometimes I am asking myself who am I to reveal this things?. Not yet opened my eyes to see the world, Not yet learned the lessons of Life. Still in life marathon! But I am the son of my Great Holy Father & Mother, so I have a mannish Personality named Hari.P.R, My matrix to Say these things is my family pedigree and blessings of my great forefathers.

The Miracle Maker “ God “ helping me from my born to till, I am the servant of him till my death, but not in wrong ways by doing pooja and all but by helping others , I believe this “ paropagarmai punnyam papamai para nashanum”. So we can approach the god through Altruism that’s best way of getting god grace, and some other things I already mentioned earlier. We can make tasty Pudding it’s not a great thing , We can make so much cash but in these two cases it is worth full only if we serve this things to others.

Enamel of skin makes you beauty but that is a mask & it is not everlasting, but if u have beauty in mind that’s great. That glitter every time after your death also. Will You please think like that …… yes we have several personality like that ….

I have awareness about myself, My experience leads to think seriously about what life and god ?, then I understand my inner thought was correct so The Miracle Maker God helped me. It is very easy to do mistakes but we will truly repentant it in life … so I will not do anything against my mind and anything that is painful to others.
If anybody ask me who is your Guard in Life or Who is your Watcher ?
I can say I am my guard and watcher, because I have awareness about myself !!.
We are biggest enemy of ours “ Nammal thannaiyanu nammudai sathru”
Ok let’s conclude life is a place for doing right things and its place for a hard work.
The Peaceful place is not temple it should be our home
At least honest about wife and parents.
A commitment is everlasting and don’t break it in the middle then it will be a promise.
Laziness is our biggest enemy.

Bakiyullavar enthu cheyyunnu ennalla Nammal Nokkendathu Nammal Enthu Cheyunnu
I think you twig me in true sense, thanks for patience.


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My outlook towards God and LIfe

Since January 09 I was thinking seriously what’s life? And how we want to design life. I got the answer, now I am driving me through that. Yes I tried to learn the concept of Life spiritually and materially, ohh never I am not an Atheism person, never think like that. I believe in god, but the way we want to see the god and approach the god is bit different, being a Matured person everybody have an outlook about life. In this 21st century everybody believing some foolish myths, I was also believed in some foolish myths. And my finding about life inspired me to live better, I already told you I am not against the god, I am believing In god but the way we are approaching the god is not correct.

Before going to speak about good Life I would like to manuscript some ideas about God
So we are moving easy step by step method.. Let’s move right?
God has been called by many names, including: "Dhiwam," “Jesus Christ," "Brahma," "Allah," & many more, as we search “god” in Babylon dictionary you will get hundred’s of names of god but in true sense there is only one god and he is everywhere. As there are thousands of languages but it's only for communication. Like that there are several names of God but there is only one God. He is everywhere in the world. God is for some universal aims means that God delights in justice and righteousness

We can complicate these things again but please believe there is only one god and he is in everywhere, if we are in Dubai or USA, we pray from there and god is hearing that, means “god is everywhere”
Please before going forward you just believe God and I can’t elegantly return everything about god but I assuring you there is no Human God , don’t believe that , if you are believing them it’s because lack of patience to Wait, Does the god exist ? If you asking this question I can’t say "No" because one force is there which is managing everything but hundred percentage surely I can say there is no Human God.
Why I am telling there is no Human God?

This human god is not real god, they are just psychologist, these description tell you who is a psychologist?
A psychologist is a person who studies psychology. The systematic investigation of the human mind, including behavior, cognition, and affect. Psychologists are usually categorized under a number of different fields, the most well-recognized being clinical psychologists, who provide mental health care and conduct substantive and applied research. The scientific study of the human mind and its functions, especially those affecting behavior in a given context

If you select any human god, sometime they are psychologist or their assistants are psychologist, they can give instant relief by giving some quotes and all.
Actually If you are believing anything you just believe that I am not like to argue , never I will do that … but do good things only, by words or any means don’t disturb others .

Here I am describing how I am watching my life and my outlook about life.
I am sure one day everybody will ask in their mind what is life and what is the meaning of life. One day you will ask yourself is this is called life?
Actually life is journey with up and down, and in life we want to face everything,. And what we want to face more in life is sad, never think life is full of happy, in each moment we want to face sad. Life is only for short periods of time, so we should love each other and by words or any means don’t disturb others, this thing we want to keep always.

I have strong desire to be a good father , Now I am keeping some words to my kids ,These are the words to my kids “ Dear Kids you have got a good , happy and beautiful days while your mom Is carrying you. Now you came from that, and what you want to face more in this world will be sad and don’t think life is a place for laziness and happy, it is place for hard work”.

I can’t take everything in life as simple and cool because everything has a value, if I am doing any wrong thing I am sure I will regret , sometime now or it will be in future so I don’t like to do thing which are against to my mind and my ethics, not only my mind other too .

We have only short period in life, but in that life we want to do maximum good things, don’t try to learn what are the bad things others are doing but try to find the good things in them. If you understand some people are doing bad things never think like this everybody doing bad things why I can’t. The very beginning I told you we are approaching god in a wrong way , according to me this ways we want to approach god, do right things , be hard work, be sincere , Love everyone and everything,

This is a Blog I know but I am considering this as data warehouse of mine. From this you can mine me and appraise me.

Yes we are believing god and we have one life that is short term , with in this period we are doing several things , my recommendation is , there is nothing than right living, yes we can passion about right things, we can passion about right ethics but never passion about cruel and brutal things. Yes I already told u we are approaching God in wrong way , often visiting temple is not a great thing ,everybody can do that but that person never get god’s grace and peace if he or she has awareness about the meaning of “GOD”, how we can enter the god’s mind it’s through ” LOVE only” so GOD is LOVE

Ohh at last I reached this point “God is Love “
There are person like this they are not visiting temple and not bothered about God, but they are doing right things, right living, and loving everyone, they are doing this actually what God want to tell to all. I would like them to call “Great Personality” because God fearing avoid to do bad things but here no fearing but doing right !!!!!!!!

Never be superstitious and never spent money for “Pooja” little is enough but please you give that money to a poor man , or a child he/she will be happy, means if we try to find the difficulty of others we are great, and approach them correct then we are again great why should u spent materials in temple , if your uncle gave a gift to you what u feel, you will be happy , I believe we get god’s grace through LOVE only want to find the real essence of LOVE, that we will get from our family , Mom is giving real love exception in some cases. Father is giving real love, Friends are giving love but we are conscious about their love, And Lover -- future Wife giving true Love .(in my Concept Wife is Lover ,vice versa)

So many people told me I have mistaken in this point,” Don’t say everything to your Lover and Wife, several things we want to hide them and speak them elegantly, this is the information I got from several sources including married person, and committed persons”. But I have strong desire and determination in this case I will say everything to my wife, because she is the only one I can say everything, I can say my history, Me and she can share……. , she can say everything and she can be honest and frank I want to be honest husband , she should be honest wife, so I will not do any mistakes which my wife and mom feel bad or sad., in order to do like that we should do right things only. If we follow like this we get a place , a living place where we can share everything freely, that peace is great ! that makes our life great. While visiting temple what we are getting, the same peace we will get